Hindot

Whats with the word hindot? I was reading the multiply blog of one darnalipad(its a very good read) and in one of the post the word Hindot was used. I've heard this word before but it did not lay an impact, except now. I can't get the word hindot out of my mind. Hindot, Hindot, Hindot. That's a new word added to my upgrading vocabulary.

Urbandictionary.com defines it as something that means F___K. Tamang Tama, the word rhymes with the filipino translation of F__k. Haha. So from now on whenever I get mad at someone or kung galit ako sa mundo Ill just say. K______t ka. Just Kiddin.

Phrases where Hindot can be used:

Hindot na Pulitiko.
Hindot na Kapitbahay.
Hindot na Ex.
Hindot na Terrorista.
Hindot na drug pusher.

Hay Hindot, tama na at baka mahindot pa ako..

Kometkutitap

May nag email sakin ng magagandang pics. Isa sa andun picture ng comet. Sabi ko sa sarili ko ano kaya kung makakita ako ng komet. Dito kasi sa manila polluted kaya malamang hindi ako makakakita ng komet. Antataas pa ng buildings. Bukod sa magagandang chiks, comet ang isa sa pangarap kong makuhanan ng litrato.Napaka eye candy kasi ng comet, pag tinitignan ko yung comet kahit sa pics lang naeenchant ako. Ewan ko ba parang ang sarap sumakay sa comet.

P.S. Hindi yung nasa taas yung comet na inemail sakin, nabura ko na ata yung pics. haha

TV rant

Television today has become a commercial media not an entertainment media. More time is being allotted for commercials/advertisements than TV shows. I understand that the TV stations earn through commercial but I believe the commercials they show have received more air time. Some of the commercials can be suggestive, others can be too irritating. Television companies should be reminded that they owe their success not only from the advertisers but the viewers as well.

P.S. Just returned from a few months hiatus, Hindi ako magpapaburger. :))

Independent's day?

After a long hiatus am back. First of all I wanna greet all Pilipinos, a happy birthday/happy proclamation of independence day. Speaking of independence day, what do you think will happen if Andres Bonifacio was alive during this times? Would he be a corrupt government official or a rich snobbish businessman? Would he be an OFW and leave the country because of poverty? Or would he be a jobless man that joins rallies? I think he would be an disillusioned Pilipino that lost his love for the country. Why? Because the actions by some of our government and some people are irritable and unrespectable. Gone are the days when statesmanship and honesty is a very important qualification of a public official. Gone are the days when money is controlled by people not the other way around.

For me, the reason to gain independence in this country is missing. Why would I wanna die for this country when those leading it are slaves to money, power and greed? Why would I shout ang mamatay ng dahil sayo, when people have been too accustomed to imitating what Americans do? Poverty is never a reason for Pilipinos not to act well, it should not be an excuse to let our elected leaders abuse their position. No matter what we do we will never be an American. No matter what we do we will never win over poverty if the government is a corrupt one. Pilipinos should start creating changes that will make our forefathers, those who fought for our independence, proud.

Of rice and the Philippines

There is a problem with regards to rice in our countries, like others I would like to give my own solution (not an expert, pero walang pakialaman blog ko to. :) ). My solution is for public officials to stop buying/eating rice. Why you ask? Here are my reasons:

1. It will lessen the weight of some of the officials (kaya siguro mahilig mag SUV/AUV mga local officials natin kasi majority of them cannot fit in a car, haha just kiddin). Lessening the government officials rice expenses would mean there would be lesser instances of corruption. Their food expenses will lessen, not unless they have side expenses ( si girl number 9 sa club).

2. The government officials would have a feeling of what it is like to have an American life wherein rice is not necessarily a part of the meals. ( If only itutuloy tuloy na nila and migrate to the states and die there, that would be heaven on earth)

3.(This reason will not give benefits to the government officials but it will give some advantage to the people) The government officials will lose energy in depending their "President". Hopefully it will lead to their demise. No I'm just kidding. ha ha.

I have doubts that there is really a problem, in my opinion there are a few people who are in cahoots with government officials and just want to create chaos and panic. Congratulations, your scheme is working. Congratulations once again because by doing this to the people you just earned yourself an express ticket to hell.

If superman was real

Just imagine if Superman was real there would be hell to pay for criminals. When i say criminals, they may or may not wear robes or Americanas. (ahem politicians ahem). If Superman was real there would be lesser instances of corruption because through the man of steel's see through power he could catch those mfers who steel from the people's money (hopefully he can kick their butts for us). There would also be no more need for many government departments and agencies that have only one function but so many names (MMDA,DPWH, LTO, LTFRB), superman could just help in building the roads and other infrastructure. Mabilis na less source of corruption pa.

Superman would have been the main defense against internal and external threats thus the people don't have to pay for the services of some military men who would rather serve their "commander -in- chief" rather than serve the people. But Superman is just a fiction, some thing not real and meant to be not real because he can make our lives easy. The world needs a superman, some one who could give hope at the same time someone credible enough to kick some aholes ass.

Wrestlemania 24 predictions

Wrestle freakin mania is this Sunday. In a way am looking forward to it, but due to Supercena and King H I'm not excited about the raw main event (Jeff should have been there). Anyways here is my predictions on WM24:

1. King H will use his political and son in law powers to defeat Supercena and Mr. RKO and capture his eleventh championship. Whether its him or Cena or Orton its still lame, the belt should go to more deserving guys(like one of the hardy brothers).

2. Undertaker's streak will continue and defeat Edge for the title. Both of this guys deserve their positions in the company, but the streak must continue.

3. Y2J or who knows CM punk will win the MITB match. But most probably Kennedy will win it, for him to continue his halted run the last time.

4. Ric Flair will retire at mania, then again who knows maybe they will let Flair retire on his own terms.

5. Big Show will destroy Mayweather. If they want to continue the feud, Mayweather will probably win it due to an interference.

6. Chavo will win against the victor of the WWE.com freewiew battle royal.

7. Colin Delaney or Tommy Dreamer will win the battle royal. They have some sort of feud with Chavo on ECW. But then again that Battle royal is full of monsters so probably Kane, Mark Henry, Big Daddy V or The Great Khali could win that match.

8. Bunny mania match will be won by Maria. Wish Kelly Kelly was there. he he

9. Batista over Umaga. Unless they want to continue that feud.

10. Finlay over JBL. This will be a bloody and gory match but Finlay is more familiar on the Belfast brawl match.

Wrestlemania is not anymore living up for its reputation of making dreams come true. It's the same superstars headlining the event, oh well that's WWE for you.. I'm not gonna watch Wrestlemania but I'll be updated on its results through WWE's website and other wrestling sites...

On Holy week

I saw this caption on Ch. 7 yesterday " Some choose to be an expert, others choose to be an professional, he choose to be our saviour ( or something like that)." This quote stuck me and made me realize some things. People can choose to be a corrupt politician, they can choose to be a lying son of a gun but no one would dare to choose to live a Christ like life. Politicians, professionals, business people, normal people, and even priests choose to do something that they know in their heart is wrong, yet they have the audacity to go to church and act as if nothing is wrong. We DON'T another Christ to remind us of how evil this world has become. We don't need the son of God to come and tell us that were such a repetitive sinning fools.

If only this Lenten season all would recollect while in whatever destination they are going. If only we will have the guts to initiate change in ourselves, then most probably this world would be a better place. But then again no one anymore cares about his soul, everyone has acquired some sort of fancy for having inner motives, everyone cares so much about money and position. The world has become a self gratifying world, where one wants to plainly satisfy himself. There may be some people who still has a heart in them, but they are greatly outnumbered. Some choose to be an expert, others choose to be an professional, he choose to be our saviour, when will we choose to save ourselves and our world from man's stupid ways.

"Tina revisited"

When I was in college I made a poem for a girl I was courting at that time. That poem was one of the first poems I made and was published in my former school's literary folio. Today is that girl's birthday so in celebration of her b-day im reposting that poem.

Tina

Nang aking masilayan

ang iyong kagandahan

Ako ay natulala

ang utak ko ay naging parang bula.

Tayo ay naging magkaibigan

kasama sa lahat ng tawanan

ang di mo alam

ako'y sayo'y may nararamdaman.

Isang malamig at masuyong gabi

aking biglang nasabi

nararamdaman ng aking puso

pag-ibig na hindi tuso.

Ang iyong iginanti

isang buntong hiningang matindi

ang akala kong mensahe mo ay OO

yun pala ito ang makakasira

sa aking ulo.

Sinabi mo pa nga ang tinging mo lang sa

akin ay kaibigan

na lagi mong maasahan

kaya pala di mo pinapansin

pag ako ang gumagawa ng iyong tungkulin.

Bigla mong pinakita

litrato ng iyong sinisinta

Aaminin kong mas guwapo siya

pero di hamak na mas matalino ako sa kanya.

Nang tayo ay maghiwalay

Ako'y umuwing nakatanga at natuyuan ng laway

ako'y malungkot na malungkot

parang bulaklak na nilukot.

Kaya ngayong ika-14 ng Pebrero

patutugtugin ko kanta na iyong paborito

para kahit wala akong valentina

maalala kita mahal kong Tina.

P.S. The feelings for this girl is long gone, i just want to reminisce my college life. hehe . BTW she is a good friend of ex. :)

What to do on valentines day

Here is what I will do on V day:
1. Go to work and forget that its valentines day..
2. Play emo/rock/rap-rock to reduce the tension..
3. Act as if nothing is happening on that day..
4. Ignore the festivities...
5. Do not think of anything related to V day or love for that matter..
6. After work go directly home and lock myself in my room..
7. Watch DVD's so that I will not see any shows pertaining to V day...
8. Play with doobie..
9. Do things I normally do before going to bed...
10. Sleep early..

On my past relationship reposted and added newer thoughts.

Well I guess she would'nt read this blog so ill give my thoughts on what happened between me and her... The crack in our relationship started when I was enchanted by this new boarder of my cousin's gf...

I was attracted to that girl. I had thoughts about courting her and having 2 gfs. I confess was so young then and I made bad decisions. (still made some bad decisions sigh) At one time I had lots of courage to ask her name and try to talk to her... I thought I had a big chance with that new boarder..

As the days pass I made a big mistake of telling ex that I think the new boarder was my soulmate(of course I warned her that it was a joke) BUT now I realize that struck a blow into ex's heart and now im very sorry for that. (still remorseful) That was my first big mistake..

The second was when we were talking and I mentioned that the new boarder was "pang display" while ex was i think "pang bahay" (not sure if that was it but i again unintentionally hurt her feelings) (im such a fuckin jerk). Those events contributed to the breakup, added with the fact that she was booming in her career (and lovelife with someone else lol kidding). One of other the reasons for the breakup was according to her nagkakasawaan na. Which for me up to now hindi pa pala ako nagsawa sa kanya. (well after 7 years the feeling is definitely not the same lol)

The fact is I screwed up, I let her go because I was so mayabang that I could find a replacement for her (Don't get me wrong, my primary reason for letting her go is because I want to give her what she wants) (yeah yeah the palayain ang isa't isa thing).. Guess what happened after some years: Here I am alone, depressed and failed to move on.(after 7 years still depressed but not because of her.) And she I believe is so happy with her life (happily married :))...

The boarder girl I was fantasizing about: she's not living near us anymore she moved as well as my cuzns gf. I think she was marrried to her bf ( she has a bf/bfs when i fantasized about her). That did not work well, oh well atleast I knew her before I can even court her.. Anyways, what's done is done I still strive to move on even at times I fail to do so but its part of being human to commit mistakes over and over again.

Ive learned that the next relationship I have, I should always treasure like the previous one and try not to fall to traps/trials described above. Right now, the path to fixing my self continues and hopefully just like what barry manilow song's say I willl ready to take the chance again and hopefully I'll feel that feeling of being in love and be loved (cheesy bastard during those times lol)

there is still a lingering thought in me that states: what if those things didn't happen, what if we stayed together? well never know but one thing's for sure we may have different fates but it surely would be for our own good.

The stupidity of the network war

The news shows of channel 2 and 7 has turned from informative to vindictive. Suddenly the news became focused on both channels vendetta over the other. A part of their news broadcast now includes what is happening with the cheating/ manipulating scandal and their counter news on the other channels accusation. I believe that this portion of the network war has gone to whole new levels of stupidity. All they do is yak yak yak.. manipulation yak yak yak. court. Both channels have been KSP's trying to garner attention by adding such news in their broadcast. What do the viewers get from this? Aside from added hatred to the rival of their favorite network, nothing. Strike one is the so long commercials, strike two is the never ending "parinigan", Strike three is this stupid issue. Will somebody make this two channel shut the hell up. I find this things irritating. That's why I have the tendency to watch more cable channels than be engrossed in their war. Why just they blast each other with bombs so that well all be happy. ha ha. I hope the government puts a stop to this, well its just a dream a big dream... Anyways off I go then to watch the best channel in the country. Jack TV.... haha

I'm not in anyways connected to Jack TV or Solar Corporation. Just blurting whats inside my head..

Thoughts on Driving

I am new on driving alone, I'm used to my Dad instructing me when I drive. So pardon the driver if you see a Tammaraw FX that moves so slow or has tendency to commit driving mistakes, that driver is me. Sorry bago lang po. Anyways I realized that driving and having a vehicle is not only a privilege it is also a BIG responsibility. There are two personal driving experience I will never forget. One is when I hit a newly cleaned car while attempting to have the FX cleaned. Good thing the owner of the car (apparently a police man (gulp)) was not there. Good thing also that miraculously I hit the only the wheels and it is not noticeable (Lucky me) . The car was I think a new model. How did the policeman got the money to buy that car? Beats me. One things for certain I'm lucky, so darn lucky. The other incident was when I wanted to turn left to a bank. As I position the FX to the parking area, a loud bang was heard in the back portion. A man in his bike hit me. I was certain that I didn't hit him, because I was on a full stop and was gearing the steering wheel to the proper parking position. After some time the biker stood up and then went away. No discussions, no cursing he just went up and leave. Talk about luck huh. Well Ive learned my lesson and still continuing to do so. I try to be doubly extra careful when I drive. I also pray doubly harder so that i will not run out of luck. ha ha. With all the recent news on road accidents, and fatalities, it made me realize that driving is not just to impress ladies or ease travel time. It is a lifelong learning experience and it can create a big impact not only on my life but on the lives of drivers and commuters plying the streets. So see you in the streets as I take a ride in Effie the Tammaraw FX (It's so lucky). ha ha