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inceptional ranting

Just re-watched inception...i realize that sometimes or oftentimes i wish that everything happening right now is just part of a dream....Everything from the death of my brother to the failed relationship to the recent death of Lauren seems to happen only in dreams..

I change my mind my current plight seems not to be a dream but a nightmare..Having no work for a year, not being in a relationship for six years and recently the death of a kid you favored....The death of Lauren really got to me..one month she's healthy, the next she suddenly got sick then the next month she passes without much fight...I wish the "kick" mentioned in the movie would soon come in so that i would wake up from this nightmare...so that when i wake up ill see them again ( Lauren and Mamot I mean)..

Speaking of the movie Inception..a few days ago i experienced something weird..i tried to wake up for so many times only to wake up again after a few seconds.. I've forgotten most of the details but its just weird or maybe I'm just in a limbo state...