fade into darkness

this has been another bad day..although i did not go to work i still feel very tired..my career path has been on a very weird spiral so is my stupid lovelife..my emotions are getting the best of me and my body.. it seems ive lost control of my life and depression has made me think of thoughts I've never had...i feel like im batman holding a gun wanting to pull that trigger i got from a criminal..i think i need to do something drastic to change my life not to die but be a catalyst for change..tomorrow would be a good day to start..that is if my mind wouldn't change again..