Rare promotion participation

If anyone is reading my blog...do me a favor read this blog http://sophielestrande.tumblr.com/. its cool and so outspoken on her own effin way...i kinda like the owner so read it or else...who am i kidding i couldn't even kill a fly..

inceptional ranting

Just re-watched inception...i realize that sometimes or oftentimes i wish that everything happening right now is just part of a dream....Everything from the death of my brother to the failed relationship to the recent death of Lauren seems to happen only in dreams..

I change my mind my current plight seems not to be a dream but a nightmare..Having no work for a year, not being in a relationship for six years and recently the death of a kid you favored....The death of Lauren really got to me..one month she's healthy, the next she suddenly got sick then the next month she passes without much fight...I wish the "kick" mentioned in the movie would soon come in so that i would wake up from this nightmare...so that when i wake up ill see them again ( Lauren and Mamot I mean)..

Speaking of the movie Inception..a few days ago i experienced something weird..i tried to wake up for so many times only to wake up again after a few seconds.. I've forgotten most of the details but its just weird or maybe I'm just in a limbo state...

Gels and Me

I really don't like putting on hair gels. I only have those when I'm going to a formal occasion or the event is something really special. Whenever I have those on my hair, I feel sticky. I usually wet my hair and wash it off. I like my hair to be free flowing, just like that old commercial when i can say: "I can feel it".( Too 90s eh?).

I prefer hair gels that makes the hair not too soft and not too hard. If its too soft, it tends to make my hair unruly. If its too hard, then its too irritating. I also prefer gels that smells good, to cover up the stink of my hair when i haven't taken a bath. Kiddin.

Random child rearing rant

I really want my own child/family, I do. Its just im not now financially stable to have a child. If having a child means feeding them and making sure that they have a good future then i say i cannot have one at the moment. I can take care of one, sure. I think im patient enough to understand and look out for one but my "male pride" would not permit myself from seeing my kid to be a financial concern and worry for my parents. Wait why am i thinking of having a child when i can't even have a gf...probably another blog will answer that riddle..

rediscovered

wow 2 years i haven't posted in this blog, hmmm it definitely needs a makeover and more updates...i have all the time to do that now..