What to do on valentines day

Here is what I will do on V day:
1. Go to work and forget that its valentines day..
2. Play emo/rock/rap-rock to reduce the tension..
3. Act as if nothing is happening on that day..
4. Ignore the festivities...
5. Do not think of anything related to V day or love for that matter..
6. After work go directly home and lock myself in my room..
7. Watch DVD's so that I will not see any shows pertaining to V day...
8. Play with doobie..
9. Do things I normally do before going to bed...
10. Sleep early..

On my past relationship reposted and added newer thoughts.

Well I guess she would'nt read this blog so ill give my thoughts on what happened between me and her... The crack in our relationship started when I was enchanted by this new boarder of my cousin's gf...

I was attracted to that girl. I had thoughts about courting her and having 2 gfs. I confess was so young then and I made bad decisions. (still made some bad decisions sigh) At one time I had lots of courage to ask her name and try to talk to her... I thought I had a big chance with that new boarder..

As the days pass I made a big mistake of telling ex that I think the new boarder was my soulmate(of course I warned her that it was a joke) BUT now I realize that struck a blow into ex's heart and now im very sorry for that. (still remorseful) That was my first big mistake..

The second was when we were talking and I mentioned that the new boarder was "pang display" while ex was i think "pang bahay" (not sure if that was it but i again unintentionally hurt her feelings) (im such a fuckin jerk). Those events contributed to the breakup, added with the fact that she was booming in her career (and lovelife with someone else lol kidding). One of other the reasons for the breakup was according to her nagkakasawaan na. Which for me up to now hindi pa pala ako nagsawa sa kanya. (well after 7 years the feeling is definitely not the same lol)

The fact is I screwed up, I let her go because I was so mayabang that I could find a replacement for her (Don't get me wrong, my primary reason for letting her go is because I want to give her what she wants) (yeah yeah the palayain ang isa't isa thing).. Guess what happened after some years: Here I am alone, depressed and failed to move on.(after 7 years still depressed but not because of her.) And she I believe is so happy with her life (happily married :))...

The boarder girl I was fantasizing about: she's not living near us anymore she moved as well as my cuzns gf. I think she was marrried to her bf ( she has a bf/bfs when i fantasized about her). That did not work well, oh well atleast I knew her before I can even court her.. Anyways, what's done is done I still strive to move on even at times I fail to do so but its part of being human to commit mistakes over and over again.

Ive learned that the next relationship I have, I should always treasure like the previous one and try not to fall to traps/trials described above. Right now, the path to fixing my self continues and hopefully just like what barry manilow song's say I willl ready to take the chance again and hopefully I'll feel that feeling of being in love and be loved (cheesy bastard during those times lol)

there is still a lingering thought in me that states: what if those things didn't happen, what if we stayed together? well never know but one thing's for sure we may have different fates but it surely would be for our own good.

The stupidity of the network war

The news shows of channel 2 and 7 has turned from informative to vindictive. Suddenly the news became focused on both channels vendetta over the other. A part of their news broadcast now includes what is happening with the cheating/ manipulating scandal and their counter news on the other channels accusation. I believe that this portion of the network war has gone to whole new levels of stupidity. All they do is yak yak yak.. manipulation yak yak yak. court. Both channels have been KSP's trying to garner attention by adding such news in their broadcast. What do the viewers get from this? Aside from added hatred to the rival of their favorite network, nothing. Strike one is the so long commercials, strike two is the never ending "parinigan", Strike three is this stupid issue. Will somebody make this two channel shut the hell up. I find this things irritating. That's why I have the tendency to watch more cable channels than be engrossed in their war. Why just they blast each other with bombs so that well all be happy. ha ha. I hope the government puts a stop to this, well its just a dream a big dream... Anyways off I go then to watch the best channel in the country. Jack TV.... haha

I'm not in anyways connected to Jack TV or Solar Corporation. Just blurting whats inside my head..

Thoughts on Driving

I am new on driving alone, I'm used to my Dad instructing me when I drive. So pardon the driver if you see a Tammaraw FX that moves so slow or has tendency to commit driving mistakes, that driver is me. Sorry bago lang po. Anyways I realized that driving and having a vehicle is not only a privilege it is also a BIG responsibility. There are two personal driving experience I will never forget. One is when I hit a newly cleaned car while attempting to have the FX cleaned. Good thing the owner of the car (apparently a police man (gulp)) was not there. Good thing also that miraculously I hit the only the wheels and it is not noticeable (Lucky me) . The car was I think a new model. How did the policeman got the money to buy that car? Beats me. One things for certain I'm lucky, so darn lucky. The other incident was when I wanted to turn left to a bank. As I position the FX to the parking area, a loud bang was heard in the back portion. A man in his bike hit me. I was certain that I didn't hit him, because I was on a full stop and was gearing the steering wheel to the proper parking position. After some time the biker stood up and then went away. No discussions, no cursing he just went up and leave. Talk about luck huh. Well Ive learned my lesson and still continuing to do so. I try to be doubly extra careful when I drive. I also pray doubly harder so that i will not run out of luck. ha ha. With all the recent news on road accidents, and fatalities, it made me realize that driving is not just to impress ladies or ease travel time. It is a lifelong learning experience and it can create a big impact not only on my life but on the lives of drivers and commuters plying the streets. So see you in the streets as I take a ride in Effie the Tammaraw FX (It's so lucky). ha ha

Christmas thoughts

Its that time of the year again where the children's wishes are fulfilled, the parents are busy buying stuff and they attend all sorts of christmas party. Its the time of the year where discounts on products are abundant. Christmas is once again here. Christmas is the time i have a long vacation and recieve considerable blessings. Christmas will always be special to me. It had created a significant change in my life (nuff said). Altough Christmas has been full of materialism, people should remember the reason for the celebrations. Even though problems come in our way Christmas should help us ease the pain and lessen the tear. I hope everyone will have a Joyful Christmas and A banging new year. See you on the next year..

Greetings and soon to come..

To those who read my blog posts I just wanna greet you a fruitful solemnity of All souls and All saints day.. If youre a foriegner then I guess Ill greet you a happy halloween...

Im thinking about posting a story/ fairy tale , ill probably start writing it next week...

24

October is a special month for me, not because its nearer to the Christmas season but rather someone like me was born one October day. Specifically the fourteenth of October, the day nearest to salary day. (kidding) So many things have happened over the past year. Some of this things are good, while some are not. This year was the year I finally reached HK. Maybe someday ill reach Paris or an European country or the States. I'm thankful for this kinds of opportunity that I get, but I still hope I can visit more countries together with my family. This year was not my year for love but probably it will come by next year or so, hopefully not after I hit 30 :) . This is the year I started to be more opinionated on political/social/religious issues , though I never share my opinions vocally people can still see it in Friendster or Pinoyexchange (the best) ;) . Just can't believe that I'm turning 24, how fast time flies. Before I was just this cute child (ehem ehem) then after a while I grew up then after another few years I have my own family. Even if I'm getting older I still feel that I'm still immature, and I'm the same person people know (the silent one, the suplado one). Hopefully those characteristics of mine will be lessened. Hopefully as I grew older I learned my lessons. So what does being 24 mean for me, it just means starting to really save money for my future and my own family's future. It also means much better decisions (and less regrets). It also means I should really start looking for the one I wanna spend my life with. As I turn 24 all I hope and pray is like Kobe, Ill dominate 24/7...

What would i want to be mature or immature?

This is supposed to be a rant blog, but after considerating things i've come up with this realization. Id rather be immature like a child who has little cares about adult stuff. Id rather watch cartoons, play some video games, tease some one here or there and do things inappropriate for my age. Im just 23 (almost 24) and I think there's more things to enjoy in life and no one can enjoy it except for immature people like me.. If immaturity means having crush with almost all the girls I see then well im freaking immature.. I believe immaturity is just an image, a tag by people to suppress someone to do what will make him happy. I don't wanna rush maturity,I think it will come at a certain age and It will show up when a decision needs to be made. What makes a Man/Woman is not how "mature" he/she is, its how he/she handles a specific situation and how he/she decides on a specific situation. So for all those who think im immature eto lang masasabi ko: ne-ne-ne-ne-ne. :p

Public officials or Public Grand standers

Politicians... You can't really understand them. All they do is grandstand and try to get people's attention. For instance one senator wants to investigate the supposed cheating on games played in noontime show. A congressman wants a certain government agency investigated with regards to the earlier issue. These "public officials" should put their focus on other things, like making laws beneficial to most peopl. One law they should make is tougher punishments on those people who commit hold ups and snatching. Its not a secret that hold ups and snatching happens everyday, it is reported in different media sources. Those who commit these crimes are the ones that were caught on the same offenses. There should be laws that will give more jail time to these people, the mere act of such crime should mean a jail time of a certain number of years without bail. If people commit a certain crime over and over, this means they have not learned their lessons and should be punished more. Another law the "public officials" should make is curfew for minors and those unemployed. This is not a violation of human rights. First things first, minors and those unemployed have no business in the streets pass their bedtime. Second minors and those unemployed that are allowed to roam the streets are night are tempted to commit crimes like do drugs, steal, or even rape a girl. Minors and those unemployed may also the victim when they roam at night, they might be raped or coerced to commit crimes. Having curfew for minors and those unemployed is not a violation of their rights, its a favor for them and protection from the cancers of the society. Politicians are put in their position not for them to try to look good but for them to create laws that will protect the rights of their constituents.

Been a while

Its been a long time since I last posted a blog. Things have changed and situations have been altered. The feelings I have now are different than before. Last time I posted I was a total wreck, now Im trying to stand up again. Definitely ill fall down again but ill try to get back up once more. Since the last time I posted I had a new pet, met new people whether from the internet or in the office, still have a job, went to Hong Kong, tried to forget about an ex gf, and so many other things. What's next for me? Reach for my dreams and get damn rich... Ill also probably post more blogs and try to give my opinions on things in the society, culture on other things I have an opinion on. Till then, off I go..