Monday, March 26, 2012

fade into darkness

this has been another bad day..although i did not go to work i still feel very tired..my career path has been on a very weird spiral so is my stupid lovelife..my emotions are getting the best of me and my body.. it seems ive lost control of my life and depression has made me think of thoughts I've never had...i feel like im batman holding a gun wanting to pull that trigger i got from a criminal..i think i need to do something drastic to change my life not to die but be a catalyst for change..tomorrow would be a good day to start..that is if my mind wouldn't change again..

2 comments:

Tsootsai said...

Take it from me, as this is what I did to finally have that change I've been wanting since time immemorial: try everything.

Apply lang ng apply, go out and meet girls even those that do not fall under the category of "someone I'd want to have a relationship with". Try new hobbies, go to places kahit mag-isa ka.

I did all of that and more, and look where it got me :) I have a film for Cinemalaya, I have job offers everywhere and almost all fields that I want.

Let's have the courage to bravely conquer the world step-by-step :)You know that when all else fails, there's no way to go but up.

And what the effin' hell?! You have me, dammit! Am one of the best thing that you could ever have :D

csar said...

thanks thanks adik